Colpo and Biopsy...dr. said it didn't look good?

ok, i had a colposcopy done to evaluate the abnormality of the cells in my cervix today. He had to do a biopsy. Now he told me 2 hold out on conception until next month after the results come back in 8 days....So as i was leaving, i asked if everything looked okay. He said , it did not look too good, but just relax and we will get the results on next week. Now I'm crying so bad, becuz my hubby and I want a baby so bad, we're 23 and i just hate the fact that I have so much going on with my reproductive system...anybody got any advice or experiences to share?????????